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Post by LUKAS SAUVAGEAU on May 7, 2015 19:29:26 GMT
It was always him pounding at all the doors, trying so desperately to break into another room. Anything seemed better than being lost in an endless hallway, the lights overhead blinking as though they might burn out any moment. Soundless, cold. But there was a song coming from behind one such door, such an alluring sound. Unlike the rest, this door was splashed with flecks of color, he'd swear by it.
There wasn't any other door he'd wanted so badly to swing open for him. The only one that he could hear the click of a latch. A gasp of surprise in his mind, he pressed only to find a chain locking it. No matter how he tried he couldn't see inside, couldn't wiggle his fingers in and unhook the lock. Lukas clung to Lance as he was taken in his arms.
Why not?
He scratched the man's shoulders as his fingers curled, clenching his shirt tightly. Such an awful cry, so deeply wounded. Lukas was so fucking afraid of the dark, and those cruel lights were getting dimmer. After his initial scream, the boy had calmed down. He cried quietly for perhaps a moment longer. When he finally stopped, he rested his head on the man's shoulder.
All Lukas could do was fuck things up. Soon, all that pounding and clawing to get in would scratch the color off the door. How was he to know whatever was inside wanted a scrappy-looking thing like him? A materialized personification of the mess that was inside himself. "I'm sorry," he murmured beneath his damp breath, wrapping arms around Lance's neck and burying his face in the crook of it.
"I was mad at someone else."
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Post by LANCE DAVIDSON on May 7, 2015 20:00:51 GMT
The cry pierced through the room, seeing how small it was, and made it all seem so much worse. He hugged Lukas tighter, nudging his head against him in some kind of attempt to get him to calm down. "It's okay," he replied honestly. It really wasn't, but he was willing to say anything at the moment to help the boy feel better. To dry his tears and calm himself.
"Who were you mad at?"
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Post by LUKAS SAUVAGEAU on May 7, 2015 20:06:38 GMT
He shook his head. It wasn't something he wanted to talk about--like why he did what he did on stage, why he slept with girls when he wasn't interested in them. "Where did you go?" He looked up at the other again, with his messy face. His red-rimmed, red-veined eyes. It was such a contrast, the icy color of his irises stood out with a faint glow. "For your walk?" He wanted a distraction, to talk about something else.
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Post by LANCE DAVIDSON on May 7, 2015 20:17:48 GMT
Lukas didn't want to, but Lance was tired of being told no. He wanted to know why Lukas was the way he was, why he did certain things, but he wasn't ever told. How did Lukas expect him to get closer if he kept on pushing him away?
"Tell me." Where he went for his walk wasn't at all important.
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Post by LUKAS SAUVAGEAU on May 7, 2015 20:26:09 GMT
Lukas furrowed his brows. At first, he wasn't sure how he was supposed to know where Lance went, but then he realized that wasn't what he meant. It was a complicated answer, and he didn't have the energy to detail every story up until this point. His anger was a long list of specific people, at specific moments.
"The first girl I fucked."
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Post by LANCE DAVIDSON on May 7, 2015 20:29:12 GMT
He hummed softly to himself as he thought about it. "What happened?" He further went on to ask, keeping his voice soft as he spoke. The boy was clearly fractured, broken and fragile. It was worse than he originally thought.
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Post by LUKAS SAUVAGEAU on May 7, 2015 21:54:25 GMT
"I fucked her," that's what happened. What did Lance expect? Then she told all her friends about it, suddenly he was this popular guy 'cause he could carry a tune and had a band. A few women would even pay to get a chance to sleep with him, which was pretty awesome. Right? "And her best friend." It's not like they were in a relationship, anyway. He didn't like either of them, so really it hadn't mattered at all.
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Post by LANCE DAVIDSON on May 8, 2015 0:34:40 GMT
Oh, he saw. It started to piece together the longer he took the time to actually try to understand, to listen, and to think about what Lukas was saying right then.
Lukas didn't like girls. Yet, he'd already fucked two: a girl and her best friend. He could only imagine what sparked from that and what else went on further.
He nodded, ran a hand through Lukas' dark hair. "I'm sorry."
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Post by LUKAS SAUVAGEAU on May 8, 2015 1:29:06 GMT
Public school was a wild ride for him. It wasn't a wonder why he played hooky all the time. He wanted to keep being mad at everything, but Lance made it hard the way he petted his head. His eyes closed, lifting his head into the touch. "Why?" It had nothing to do with Lance, but then he realized that he meant he was sorry Lukas had to go through that. "I made my choices on my own, you know," he rambled. The boy reached up, bringing Lance's palm to his cheek, guiding him to caress along his face and neck, too. "Probably shouldn't have called her a slut, though." He smiled. "Not to her supposed best friend."
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Post by LANCE DAVIDSON on May 8, 2015 1:39:28 GMT
He was sorry anyway. Though when Lukas revealed his nickname for her, Lance's eyes widened a little. He smirked though, letting out a chuckle. "Does that make me a slut, too?" Because clearly, Lance was addicted to the boy's body as well.
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